I am struggling terribly with coming to terms with, first being told all was well and I was clear three months ago to now being told the cancer has returned in my pelvis and there is no treatment available, prognosis 3/6 months, if I’m lucky. I’m so scared, not of dying but how it will happen. Can I die at home? I am 72, I live alone and have two wonderful sons but I don’t want to burden them any more that I absolutely have to. I wondering if maybe, I could be looked after till I get quite poorly and then go into a hospice. I know much will be beyond my control and I know I’m probably worrying unnecessarily but I can’t seem to think about anything else at the moment. I keep thinking I might be lucky and go quickly but I’ve no symptoms yet.
