I'm in a dilemma. I want to be around as long as I can, but quality counts. I'm so tired and getting weaker. When do I call it a day and let nature take its course. So difficult.
This must be an extremely difficult thing to discuss Yasue but if you can, try and let your sons know how you are feeling. I'm sure they will do all they can to support you and ensure you have the best quality of life.
I know you've mentioned in your other post that your eldest son is doing all he can to look after you but if you're worried about the strain you are putting on him, maybe you could try and find out what support is available at home for you and your family.
If you haven't done so already, it may be worth getting in touch with Marie Curie as well. They specialise in caring for people with a terminal illness so they will definitely understand what you are going through at the moment Yasue, and will do all they can to support you. They also have an online community just like ours where you can connect with others who are in a similar situation.
I hope this helps Yasue and just like Jezabel said, we are thinking of you and sending you all our strength and support to you at this very difficult time.
