Hello everyone

I’m very sorry to be making this post as it’s a post I never wanted to make. 

My dad has recently been given a terminal cancer, he’s been fighting long cancer and a recurrence for over 10 years now and it’s taken the life right out of him and has left him disabled and very unwell now. 

I genuinely don’t know how to process this news. It’s all very raw and I can’t make sense of my thoughts or emotions and I feel like I’m starting to grieve even though he’s still alive. I am so scared as I’m not even 30 yet and he’s not even reached 60 and I’m not ready to lose him. It’s too soon. He is our rock And I don’t know how we’re Going to cope without him. 

Just typing if people have any words of wisdom or tips on how to cope with This news and process it. I know he has been given a timeframe, but I don’t want to know.