My dad has been given three to six months to live, we just went out for my mine and my sons birthday it’s the same day and ny dads great daughter but I realised this might be the last birthday I spend with him. I can’t stop crying my partner has gone to bed but I just feel like a need of bit of time to myself to take this in. I had to go to to toilet tonight as I started crying and I don’t want him to see me like that. He has enough on his plate x