Hi, reading your posts and my heart breaks, especially for the carers. So.eone else said it too, it's harder for the carers. I see it for my husband how hard it is. I've come to terms more easily than him. I'm still worried though and so sad at the thought of leaving my children behind, 17 and 12. I'm 53, too young. Anyway enough poor me, I take it one day at a time, one foot in front of the other. I've written a book about it and that was therapeutic. E probably can't share links here. That's OK. I would recommend journaling though as a way to process.
Sending you all huge love
Wendy xx ️ ️ ️