No I only rang him the once . He has mental health problems I didn’t want to make him ill xx 

You are a good person Clare........thinking of him instead of yourself.........a REALLY good person, xx

No I never had kids . I thought about her a lot when it would of been her birthday xx

Thank you I still loved him . It was my first love xx 

I never had kids either, but thankfully I have never been through the pain of losing a child.  A friend of mine and his girlfriend lost a baby some years ago and he had a breakdown over it.......it split them up and the poor fella has never recovered from it.........xx

I have heard folks say that you only TRULY love just once in your life........that even if you have other relationships with people that you Love......there is always one Love that stays with you.......I think that is true, xx

That’s so sad . My ex went back home to live with his mum in cumbria . He tried to take his own life xx

Oh no.........that is so awful........poor him.......poor YOU.  I honestly don't know what to say, xx

Yes I think so you only have one True love xx