Yes I’ve done that a lot . I put a big post on here in the night . I feel it helps xx 

I will take a look at it later.  And yes, I always think that putting our feelings down in writing is very cathartic.........kind of liberating, xx

Maybe he said that I can move on now .dont really sure what he means by that . I know I don’t have long xx

You know Clare, it could be that he feels he is doing what is best for both of you........he is kind of setting you free........and even though it hurts you, I am sure he doesn't mean it that way..........xx

I will never forget how hurt my partner was when I left him because I wanted to spare him this cancer nightmare.  I told him to try to meet someone else, and I think that he thought I didn't care, but the truth is Clare, I did it because I Love him.........he understands that now, xx

Yes it helps . Only thing I’ve found on here you can’t go back and edit it . I’m dyslexic and I think into my phone, I’m finding it harder because my phone  is not putting what I want to say . I think I’m sounding different. Xx

Don't worry about that Clare.  I think that you always get your point across perfectly.  What with being dyslexic and getting this brain fog that everyone with cancer gets, it's amazing that you come across so well, so please don't worry about it, xx

When I read that you told him to leave and find someone else I understand why you did it . It was out of love for him xx 

Oh thank you for saying that it means a lot.xx