Sorry if I am wrong I may not be dying of it I just wondered is this hard for all of you it sounds it my family went of cancer and I keep getting brain fog and bothers and I fear cancer but is it as bad as it can seem it’s so bad that that hurts people really badly and causes them a upset where they are cut open and all other things fail I had 9 relatives with cancer and it is terrible seeing the deaths and the way it becomes so fiercely bad for the body to keep going and it’s not a good thing dying of cancer is fun in a way but like I think my step father my aunt my mums cousin my dad my grandfather my aunt our dog our cousins uncle and our uncle on the other side of the family died with this it’s a main way to go but I was alarmed when I was a child by it an it’s not a choice and it’s not a good thing to do and a sad way of being immobilised and it’s bad for the body and all it’s a death that is unhappy and causes a death that deals with a lot of going through I glad they can stay alive some time and sometimes it’s hard to keep going we got to though you’re all brave if you have it it’s not a choice.