Hi everyone.

I don't really know where to start....my mum is currently in hospital, we found out in November she had lung cancer, she was meant to start her treatment in January but got poorly, chest infection after chest infection. Now pneumonia. Her last scan last week showed the cancer has advanced too far and treatment is no longer an option. Every time I visit her she has lost more weight, she's more short of breath, more tired. I can see shes dying. I'm so scared. She's my best friend and I can't imagine my life without her but I don't want her suffering to carry on. Every thing hurts me right now, my little boy is only 2 and he'll have no memory of her, this pain is torture.