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Dying with a brian tumour, feel like a burden and part of me wants the process to hurry up

Football93
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All I seem to do is hurt the people around me, I keep getting angry, sad, mad etc and take things out on myself like hit myself, I'm autistic to and I'm struggling with it all. My friends that I live with have had enough, but I'm trying my hardest I thought we had a good fre days but turns out we haven't and all blew up today. I'm starting to wish I was dead and for it all to be over.

I'm 30 and feel like I have no life.

  • Hi Football93,

    Welcome to Cancer Chat. I'm sorry to hear of how you are feeling, but I'm glad that you've found the forum. It is a safe space to write things down and to reach out to others.

    It sounds like a lot has happened today, but try to give it chance to ease a little, and take things slowly.

    There are various places you can seek additional support if ever you'd like to - such as Macmillan and Maggie's, who both have various resources, helplines, and local centres.

    And if ever things are feeling really tough, Samaritans are always there 24/7 on freephone 116 123.

    We are always here for support on the forum if ever you need it.

    Wishing you all the best,

    Ben
    Cancer Chat Moderator

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