Couldnt not reply, 

What a hard thing to process and honestly I would feel exactly the same your feelings are completely normal. 

Please tho, think postive dont allow your mind to dampen what will be an extra special christmas be present and make the best memories. 

Thinking of you and sending lots of love xxx

Kizomba , please tell yourself they are not god , they don't have a crystal ball and are going off statistics and averages xxx we as a family are in the same situation but who are they to tell you that ??? You are you a special individual you've kicked it's *** so long , keep kicking until you don't want to anymore xxxxx