I dont know why I'm writing this or what sort of responses I'm expecting but I need to write something. I'm almost 30 and my nan is more like a second mum to me than a nan. She was diagnosed a few months ago with... honestly I can't remember exactly what cancer, I can't think straight right now. We were told she could live up to 5 years with it. Well since then she had infection after infection then the hospital left her alone in a chair, knowing she couldn't walk and she fell and broke her hip and arm and now the chemo has been stopped and she has been put on a syringe driver. She has days left. I'm travelling up to see her tomorrow and I'm so broken. I think she's hanging on until she can see me. I don't know what to do. I don't want her to go. Sorry this post is pretty pointless I just feel so lost.