Hello Lol85.  First of all, let me say how sorry I am about your Mother.   I know what you are going through because I too lost my mother to cancer.  I think you should have a talk with your Mum and say all of the things that you need to say.  When we lose the people we love, we sometimes regret not saying how we felt about them.  After my mum died I regretted not telling her how much I loved her.  You will find the strength to cope.  I know it might not seem like it at the moment, but you really will find an inner strength that you never knew you had.  Take care, xx

Hello Lol85.  First of all, let me say how sorry I am about your Mother.   I know what you are going through because I too lost my mother to cancer.  I think you should have a talk with your Mum and say all of the things that you need to say.  When we lose the people we love, we sometimes regret not saying how we felt about them.  After my mum died I regretted not telling her how much I loved her.  You will find the strength to cope.  I know it might not seem like it at the moment, but you really will find an inner strength that you never knew you had.  Take care, xx