Hi there I totally understand where your coming from.  I have been told I have between 5 to 6 months. I was diagnosed with a liver tumour. had a couple of treaments follewed by an assessment for a liver transplant. and was told I am classed too high risk. yes I have cried many tears since 17th december.  I have two children aged 22 and 31 years old. they lost there mother to aggressive cancer in July 2020. I kind of find comfort in knowing that I will be joining my wife,  But when it's comes down to it,  I'm  terrified of dying.  but I know there's nothing I can do, but just carry on.

Hello [@Loucollie68]‍ im Lauren, I'm not going through the exact same thing as you, but my dad is. I was told my dad has six months left to live 23/12/21. Bowel cancer which has spread to his abdomen. He is 62. He doesn't know how long he has left. But he knows it's now incurable. He's scared to die too. 
 

in these horrible situations it's important we stay positive. I hear stories all the time of people who have been given 6 months and lived years. And I'm trying to think like that for my dads sake. I'm 27. His granddaughter my daughter is 7. My dad looks poorly. He's lost so much weight. I think it's positive though that you still feel well in your self. My dad is sleeping a lot. I'm not sure what to say in this situation. I've been trying to tell myself to prepare for the worse. But always expect the best. You have to keep going. Keep getting up. Keep in your routine. If you don't you will loose yourself. Please don't give up. Keep going. 
 

sending lots of love. 
lauren xxxx