My wonderful beautiful Mum is in the last days of her life. She was diagnosed with ovarian cancer 3.5 years ago and after 2 lots of chemotherapy, bile duct surgery and an ascites drain, the cancer is in various organs including her liver.

Mum is living with us, after 45 years of violence at the hands of my dad, she finally found the courage to leave him and we have been caring for her for the past 6 weeks.

I am so unbelievably proud of her and so grateful that she has been able to rest and feel safe. I'm now laid on a zed bed on her bedroom floor, where I have been for the past week, listening to her breathing, her talking in her sleep and her hallucinations.

I'm grateful she isn't experiencing much pain and pray it stays that way. please pray with me.

I'm trying to resist looking on Google for what to expect next, and just to keep her as comfortable as possible. 

she wished me a Merry Christmas this morning and it made my year.

Thank you for taking time to read this.