I went from having sore stomach pains to finding out I have a pancreatic neruo endicrime tumor. Well I don't know if it's good being the rarest cancer my age can get and being the only person in the whole world to have it at the moment  cause most things that doctors have expected haven't happened to me for example - my first chemo doctors expected me to be unwell as I was critically unwell the weekend before but I was totally fine I had no symptoms I didn't lose my appetite I was drinking plenty wasn't feeling nauseous or stomach pains which I was expecting. But tomorrow I go in for round 2 and I'm 2hr away from home so after being home for the first time in 5 weeks to comeing back has been rough. Having this tumor has given me so many emotions and being one in three million is even crazier to me. I just hope the next 3 days go okay and then I can go home and see my pets again. No one should ever go through this Cancer sucks and I wish one day there is a cure. Losing my hair has been the worst having 300+ finger pickers doesn't bother me (I had blood sugar problems) but losing my hair is a whole other level. It starts of my strands then bigger strands and then when the strands add up its upsetting but I told myself that each strand is a tiny part of my tumor getting beating the **** out of its mind. I'm sorry to everyone going through this but there is an end to it and it doesn't last forever.