Hello GSPKWPN, 

I just wanted to give you a warm welcome to our forum. Poor you battling breast cancer at such a young age. I am so sorry to hear that it is now stage 4 and that it has spread to your bones and liver. I can completely understand why you are feeling so tired of having cancer after fighting it for 5 years but try and keep strong if you can and keep wearing that smile. You don't need to prove anything though, just keep being who you are. You sound very brave indeed and as you say there is hope while you are living with cancer. If you feel things get too much for you mentally and that you are feeling really down or low, do talk to your GP about it - I am sure they will have some good suggestions for you to help you be in a better place mentally. It is normal that you feel drained by all this though after so many years. 

I hope you won't mind but I have changed your title to make it a little more specific - this will allow others who have been also diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer to see it immediately and share their own stories with you. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator