On Monday 7th Sepetember, I had a face to face consultation with my GP, who I had been in contact with via phone consultations over the past month regarding sudden and alarming symptoms (a very puffed up face and neck, spider veins on my upper arms and chest, and swollowing and breathing difficulties). I was told that this was likely superior vena cava obstruction, a rare condition in some one my age (I'm 27), and that I would need to go to hospital for a scan; and that the surgery would call me later that day. I had only been back home literally about 5 minutes, when my doctor rung to say that I was to go to the hospital, and that they would take care of me from now on.
When I arrived at the hospital, I had an ECG, and MRI scan, and a CT scan, which showed a 14cm anterior mass that had caused severe compression of my superor vena cava and flattening of my trachea. I was told the cause of the obstruction was lymphoma. I was shocked - I have no family history of cancer, I am young, run and cycle regularly, don't drink or smoke, and eat heathily. I thought "How can I have cancer? It doesn't make sense." But I didn't feel angry, just scared. I have also never been seriously ill before, and have always, up til now, been healthy. The following day, I had a stent put in, which treated the SCV symptoms. It was a massive relief to see my face looking back to normal, and to be able to breathe much better again.
I had my PET-CT scan yesterday, and am waiting to have my second biopsy (the results of the first one didn't appear overtly malignant), which I am scared about as it involves cutting into my chest, something I have been told is risky. I then will be going back to the hospital as an inpatient initially to begin my treatment, once they have made a diagnosis.
I am scared about many things, and am feeling devestated about the thought of losing my hair, as well as fearing all the other side effects of chemotherapy. I also have been told that the chemotheropy might mean I am unable to have children in future, and now possibly face the prospect of having my eggs harvested. Everyone has been telling me I have been so positive and strong, but I am also terrified inside. I just want to feel I'm not alone. Thank you to anyone who replies xx