I don't even know what to write. I just feel like I need to talk to people who understand what we are going through as a family. I'm 29 my partner 30 we have been together 11 years. We have a 8 year boy and 3 year old twin boys. 

He started getting a lump on his back being his typical laid back self he put off getting it seen. It's now fungating and he finally got see on Friday at a&e followed by a ct scan yesterday showing the cancer has spread to his lung and arm pit. We are absolutely devastated. How on earth do we well our boys, what do we tell them when we are so unsure of everything ourselves. 

We are so young I just can not get my head around this. We doesn't drink, doesn't smoke, never touched a drug in his life now this devastating news. 

We have an appointment tomorrow with the consultant to find out what treatment if any will be offered but I'm fearing the worst he's in pain and so tired and pale already I fear the end is only around the corner.