Abit of backstory, I had cancer for about three years and was only told I was in the clear recently. Within that time I’ve had 4 surgeries, chemotherapy, radiotherapy, immunotherapy and lots of medical procedures. I’ve found that when I remember certain procedures, the part of my body it was on starts to feel uncomfortable. The main one for me at the moment is the thought of stabbing myself in my vagina, I had a lot of reconstruction in my pelvis, most of my vagina surgically removed, catheters put in etc. Has anyone else had this? These are just thoughts, I haven’t harmed myself I just need to know if this will stop.