Its been one year since I lost my darling wife of 49 years to this wicked disease cancer, we first met when we were 10years old. I looked after her for the last four months of her life and held her in my arms as she passed.
The feeling of loss and emptiness inside that i feel is as strong now as it was when she died, i still cry nearly every day and i find even when i am out in shop or just driving thinking about her starts me off is this normal when will it start to ease.