Hello my partner died on 25th of june 2021, of advanced lung cancer, he was 50 yrs old same age as me he was older by thre months four days, it's been a big loss we where together for twenty one years we have two adult children ages twenty and nineteen, it's been a big loss for them to they seem to be coping, i'm crying not sleeping, my mind has accepted he has gone but my heart hasn't he was my soul mate and allways will be. the night he died we wasn't expecting him to go he was talking about my mom wanting to know why she didn't come down in the afternoon , my mom passed away ten years ago. i was holding him cuddling him as he got himself upset i told him how much i loved him , his breathing went funny then there was nothing he had died which is sill a shock as keep having reacurring dream of him passing may be the reason why i don't want to sleep , nt had full nights sleep since he died
