Hi

my husband passed away on 21st sept after a long hard battle with cancer. He managed to get to our daughter’s wedding on the 17th sept although it was a struggle. When we got home the next day I had to phone the nurses and they got a bed for him downstairs and he peacefully slipped away over the next 3 days. I’m sure he knew what was happening to him and just sheer determination got to see our daughter get married. I’ve been ok I think getting on with sorting things and had his funeral on Tuesday which was a lovely service and we collected £640 in donations which we have split between Macmillan and Marie curie. Since then I have found it harder, I can be just watching the telly or doing something when it suddenly hits me that he’s gone and I start thinking about everything he went through. I feel like crying but don’t want to so distract myself by concentrating on the telly again or go and do something. Am I right in doing this or should I be giving into my tears. It’s been such an emotional few weeks and the conflicting emotions of having such a happy day at the wedding followed by the following traumatic few days are proving very difficult to process.