My mum died 4 years ago this september and i am still affected by it as much as the day she died. i'm only 17 and i just can't comprehend why this is has happened to me and all i want in life is my mum back. i have no other mother figure in my life i just feel so lost. i don't know if i'll ever really get through loosing my mum. i cry everyday i just can't move on