To day has been hard I got the results from a cancer lump I had removed from my forehead 3 weeks ago with out my husband it's been 3 months since he passed away with a tumour ( cancer) Very emotional day thank goodness they have removed it all but have to go back for a scan in three months But I can't stop crying it's so so hard life with out him is Lonely even though I've got  grown-up children and grandchildren I think when you have been somebody 30 years there's an empty ness