I sadly lost my mum to bowel cancer a few weeks ago at the point they found out they sajd nothing could be done i cry but then i feel as tho nothing happened
Welcome to Cancer Chat. I'm very sorry to hear of your loss. Everyone deals with grief differently and it's always a very personal and individual situation. Try to let your emotions play out - even if it feels like you should be feeling something more or something different. You may find that different emotions show themselves at different times, so it may hit you harder at another time. Whatever happens, there's no right or wrong.
If you ever feel you'd like to explore some support, have a look at Cruse who have resources for those who have lost a loved one.
