Oh my, life is so crule, and I don't think it gets harder then loosing a child ... esp one so young ... we lost my granddaughter to acute myeloid leukaemia a few months ago... she was 18, and that heartache of knowing it will never feel right or o.k ... it's a pain we have to live with .... xx

I so hope you have close family to support you, and hold your hand ... I think the cord between a mother and child, never goes ... it will hold you together till you hold him again ... till then you hold him in your heart, and take him with you tucked up safe now, where no one can hurt him again ... 

One of My granddaughters favorite songs which we played at her farewell was "good times" by all time low ... about remembering the good times ... not those memories cancer wants us to remember .. it wants us to just remember the cancer then it gets us as victims too ... don't let it ... 

Sending a vertual hug... Chrissie x x 

Oh chrissie  all what you say is so true its just so hard im so angry and sad . I shouldnt let the cancer win.sam would be cross me being so sad.

He was so brave .never a sad or angry word.he is our superhero 

But my heart is broken   i cant think straight

Have to be brave for my daughter .seems impossible. Thank you for your lovely words .this life to hard love to zoe xx