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]]Hi, I feel a little numb at the moment, on Sunday the 3rd of December I lost my wonderful, amazing mum to Breast cancer.
she had a mastectomy this time last year and was given the all clear. In October we were told it had spread to her lungs. It then spread to her brain and bones. The last few weeks I’ve seen the deterioration and that has probably helped in understanding that there was no other way out, and that she is now pain free. We were all with her when she died, the last hour was quite traumatising and I wish I’d been prepared for it. I still have nightmares of her final moments now.
Im not sure if I’m still in complete shock, acceptance or denial. I feel okay but then at times have little panic attacks. Our family is so close and wonderful but I’m so angry that it’s taken my mummy.
Has as anyone got any advice? I think I need reassurance that things will be okay, and that the pain will get easier.
thank you.
molly
