Hi this is so hard but  i need help.. my sweet loving mum passed away today and we knew it was coming as the C was over her body and chemo didnt work... so  it was more spend each day with each other and make her feel loved but today she went so fast like yesierday she was talking in the morning then her breathing went fast and from there she started to drift away stayed up all night talking and holding her hand and today when careers came in i left room for a few mins and she passed i feel so lost and broken tbh as she was only family i had left as my brother passed last year and dad passed 5 years back i dont knwo what to do next or how to deal with this pain i am feeling deep in side like part of me passed when she passed i just  wish this was a bad dream, i know its only been a few hrs from mum passing but wil this part of me missing feeling ever go or the pain in my heart like its broeken apart