I lost my beloved dad 1 week ago he was fighting Stage4 bladder and Stage 4 prostate cancer in October 2020. Came as such a shock as we were told he had hope but it rapidly took a turn for the worse he was a loving caring hard working man. I hate covid not seeing him or even saying my proper good byes to him because i wouldn't allow my dad to catch covid too but yet people still keep on breaking the rules because it was that quick his death i cant forgive myself at the moment I dont lnow how to support my mum as she was with my dad for 55 years.