Hi all I lost my mum in 2017 through a very short fight of 3 months from being diagnosed with stage 4 brain cancer  to passing away. I was with her by her side from taking her to hospital till final time I saw her. I know today is 2021 but although my partner has supported me through all this it's so hard in my head. Although im a tough bla bla

guy in my head it does hit u. I'm trying to find a local help in my area but don't want my partner to worry. Any advise be welcome thanks brian