I'm sorry for your loss cancer is evil and only seems  to take the good   People  I'm very much in denial 

I lost my mum in September and it's starting to feel so real that she's gone and I'll never be able to chat to her again. My mum was 50 and I can' relate to how unfair it feels. The worst but for me is that I never got the chance to say goodbye. 

I really feel for you ...my dad died on the 9th of November, and I found him dead in his chair at home . He had been there for two weeks. I am absolutely heartbroken beyond words and have cried everyday ....I know he had got up that morning as he had things written in his diary for that day . He seemed to have just sat down and died , but I will never know for sure . He seemed well when I saw him the week before and was looking forward to Christmas. I can't believe he has gone . All we can do is just try to struggle through. I am still having times where I just break down in the supermarket and cry uncontrollably. I only have my daughter now and we are just trying to support each other, one day at a time . We will get through this , you will too , just keep going my lovely , talk to me whenever you want xxxx

I lost my mum what would be 3 years in may from lung cancer, still find it very hard. with me it comes in waves when I feel okish and then sometimes I feel a very deep sadness, I miss her so much. I'm convinced that we will eventually see & be with are love ones when we pass on, I have been reading some books from Claire broad, she's a medium and really does help, she's got a YouTube channel and it gives me comfort that my mums not gone really. You may think it's rubbish but I would try to have a open mind about it. I wish you all well. 

Hi darren. I lost my mum 9 weeks ago. I have always believed in the afterlife as i have had alot of signs and visitations from my love ones who passed . I really miss my mum as i lived with her and nursed her for her final 3 weeks.  It did and still does traumatise me when the reztless aggitation started. I was very grateful that she died peacefully. I k ow mums still with me in spirit as she leaves me symbols of love heRts.  You should watch surviving death on Netflix as this gave me peace of mind that my belief i  afterlife is defo there 

Hi, I def have signs usually that involves music, old tsb advert with the horse, your not alone song, I'm bit of musician and maybe notice this more, it's like my mum wants me to listen to it. I have very vivid dreams I would say not normal dreams, dreams that I will remember all my life. Yes I've seen that Netflix series, very good. Thanks for replying to my post, I wish you well.