Sadly on the 28th of December i lost my dad to cancer. He was first diagnosed in August.  It was bladder cancer,  he had 2 operations and got rid of his whole bladder.  In late November we were told it had spread to his lungs and he would start chemotherapy in Jan.   After further complications he was in the hospital and it was then they told him he only had 2 months..  That was the 16th Dec.    Sadly my dad only got 12 days...    Personally I haven't ever experienced death,  no one close around me has ever passed away.  Its been a hard struggle and its too painful to accept.   A small part of me still believes that he's coming back.. thats the craziest part