The pain I feel is unbelievable in devistated and totally heartbroken. Mum is still lying in rest due to be cremated this week. everytime i go to see her i beg her to show me something anything first it was in a dream she was walking hand in hand with my Dad but I could not see her face they were walking away my Da is still alive.. I asked her next day to turn round the next night I dreamt i saw her waving and smiling at me. now i know these were just dreams so when I saw her yesterday I asked i need more Mum I need more and at 4.30 this morning i was woke up by what I can only decribe as my face being tickled with a feather duster, i jumped out of bed and went downstairs. everytime i visit my mum i tickle her nose as I am leaving???? this experience has given me a little peace as I am not religious and neither was Mum but we were so close even used to have the same dreams sometimes.