Thankyou Debbie.

That helps me. Xx

I understand I feel just the same tss as talking about everything is good! When I feel selfish  and need my lover I think about all the fun we had  even down to her walking  in the living room  in just her underwear  to watch a film  she new it was just a matter of time  before the film got turned off lol  I miss her so much  

Yes it helps thankyou.

Did you have a loss?

I am so sorry to hear that.

Are things better for you now? My wife was a 5 year battle with bc. 

Hi mate how are you today?

Better day than yesterday.

Still coming and going though depending on what music I hear or things that I read and see.

I am beginning to feel guilty about not crying so much today - sounds silly.

And you?

Yes Rossella fought hard without much complaining and to witness how it works the most terrible thing - the utter helplessness at the end.

You are right we owe it to them to carry on.

Thankyou. Rich

I'm finding it really hard again today  if I'm honest    

Ok mate - just know that you are not alone.

You want to say what's on your mind?