I lost my wife to cancer recently and I have never felt so alone. I am experiencing all kinds of extreme emotions from grief to guilt. I really want to connect and talk to others who have been through this terrible period.
It took me sometime to go through Sunny’s videos and pictures it's such a bittersweet memories. Take your time, you'll be able to see your Rosella (beautiful name) pictures and videos one day and gives you smile. I've done Sunny’s family and friends photo frame, 3D glass photo of Sunny and printing more than three hundred photos through Boots for Album.
I feel your pain we are the same especially my 9 year old I can't make it better for then. I don't ever seem to dream about martyne I'd love one if I'm honest.feels like she wants you to go somewhere maybe a particular spot I think that's nice and see it as he is making contact? I would be happy about that seems like you have a purpose? No man is perfect remember that your wife loved you / loved you for the man you were/are she knows what you like and loved you anyway no matter what. Don't need to go there x
Rome is another beautiful place, been there couple of years ago. I have couple of Italian colleagues at work, they are really hard working, efficient people.
When you're planning to visit India? By April it will be very hot especially the places you are visiting. Take care
We all have to be strong now for our loved ones and for ourselves - we are going to get through this.
Yes I often feel that Rossella is talking to me. I was driving my parents home yesterday and I heard a voice telling me to turn off and drive through a pretty village so I turned off - my parents were wondering why I did that.
March should be fine but by Mid April temperature goes upto 45 degree especially Delhi, Agra. Whereas north India is nice and cool like here. Hope you'll be able to travel in time. This COVID has jeopardise everything. Take care
Glad your feeling a bit better I had to go to Sainsbury's for food for the boys it's so hard without my wife just wanted to sit a cry in the store but held it together now I'm a mess again
