I lost my wife to cancer recently and I have never felt so alone. I am experiencing all kinds of extreme emotions from grief to guilt. I really want to connect and talk to others who have been through this terrible period.
I will never forget you people out there on this web page thank you so much for everything and understanding so well ( because of cancer and loosing someone) there is 5 of you in particular that our story's are just the same and I hope I can call you my friends? This group of people are much better than my real mates! The people on here you guys and lady s have saved me and told me to go on when I've never felt so low so thank you all I love you all
Thank you today I'm even more in limbo what do I do now? How am I ment to move on I don't want to move on ??? Woke up this morning and I must of been dreaming about the for or is felt lovely then I woke up and yep you got it she was gone. Hope your ok?
I think its even harder after the funeral tbh. It makes you understand that it is real and not a dream.
Quite normal to feel like that and have dark days. Im 7 months on from losing Ian and it still feels raw.
Just take one day at a time, the key for me is keeping myself busy. Walking even if im blubbering while down the riverbank on my own where we both walked often, it can only get better.
You will be busy with your boys try and not stay in the house, difficult at the minute with lockdown.
We will never forget our husbands/ wifes ever and treasure all the beautiful memories you have. Memories are a wonderful thing that can lift you on dark days.
I'm sorry 7 month on and it's still very raw for you I will try my best but to anyone who is watching is obvious someone is missing in our lives the Person the boys need most mummy this is so hard I did I promise her I could do all this
