Yes I want to cry.

I will probably breakdown when i get up to speak.

That's great mate  that your going to talk  I couldn't do  that someone else  is going to read  what I've wrote down .  It all seems so real now  

It's going to be tough.

I haven't prepared anything to say - just going to say what comes into my head in the moment.

Xx

Your be fine mate hope your feeling ok 

Im ok Richard Thank you,

My thoughts are with you and your family today.

take care

Debbie x

I'm thinking about you today mate

Thankyou Debbie.

It was a beautiful funeral.

I managed to say some words and read a poem.

I cried alot.

Rich xx

Thankyou mate I will be thinking of you tomorrow.

Be strong and cry as much as you need - I did alot during the ceremony but it was beautiful with all her closest friends over the years.

Well done mate that must've been the hardest  thing you have ever done i'm not looking forward to tomorrow sorry I've done it again sent to the wrong person meant for you Richard