How are you getting on mate  I can't do this

Hey Chris, sorry I have had a very bad couple of days.

It gives me comfort to speak with everyone on this platform - you all understand completely what is happening.

I have realized that my life is done but I just have to soldier on for my family.

I chose the music today for her funeral and listening to it just caused me to completely break down. Music we shared and loved.

Somehow we both have to hope for better days - 1 day at a time.

Just hoping my family and friends can help to bring me through to a better place.

I know you will get there too.  Xx

I am with you on that, since Ian passed i often step out and see a white feather never noticed before!

Great funeral songs you've chosen, try and keep strong you will get through it,a day at a time 

take care

Thankyou yes she loved those songs.

Having a very bad day today - seeing all the images of her in my mind at the end is heartbreaking.

Such suffering should not have happened to such a pure and beautiful soul.

I hope to break out of this today.

When I'm like this I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.

I know Richard i was the same only had the ending in my head which was horrific, but it does ease off a few weeks down the line. 

I still have terrible days 6 months on its only natural.

I had memories and wind beneath my wings by Barbara Streisand , beautiful singer.

Going for a walk in fresh air does help and takes your mind of it abit.

stay strong and take each day as it comes.

take care

Debbie

Hi mate we can do this you told me my wife is with me  so that means you're wife is With you?im no mood swings change ever 5 minutes or so having a bad day is completely normal another thing  you said to me was think how hard your wife battled on and tried to beat this we HAVE to do this for our loved ones  remember one day at a time x

Hello  Debbie I have been Reading your post you sent to Richard and I just want to say thank you your helping me to 

Yes ive been reading your post as well, you doing great job with kids so hard for you but make sure you get help either by family or outside help. 

Its early days and so difficult i really feel for you and your 2 children.

Just do a day at a time your kids need you more than anything, 

dont be afraid to get councilling too. 

Always here if ya need to chat.

take care x

Thank you  I don't no how I'm doing kids seem fine and help me a lot  but all I want is my wife  my life partner  every day apart seems harder  I love her so much and would do anything to make her come back  but know that's not  going to happen! I worry she is not at peace yet she never wanted to leave us  so I'm stuck there   Between a rock and a hard place   I need to think how amazing heaven is  and she s happy but deep down I don't feel it 

I know its so hard a cruel world. 

Been out of pain as got to be peace hasn't it surly, even though none of them wanted to leave us i get comfort knowing my husband is not suffering anymore and im sure in time you will too.

Its still vey raw for you.   

Take care 

Debbie x

Are keep going forward day by day  

Are you from Yorkshire area? 

Are keep going, yorkhire term!!

Are you from Yorkshire area? 

Are keep going, yorkhire term!!

No I'm I proper southern boy near Southampton