I lost my wife to cancer recently and I have never felt so alone. I am experiencing all kinds of extreme emotions from grief to guilt. I really want to connect and talk to others who have been through this terrible period.
I no what your saying about keeping strong my wife would want the same for me and the kids but we all feel a massive pice or all our hearts ripped out things will get better in time I hope. As you probably feel the same you have lost your best friend - sole mate- rock - lover lover is hurting me the most at the mo but changes every 5 minutes
I often think about following my wife to heaven but some how feel she would be mad at me as she thought so hard to beat cancer and did for 6 years she loved life and for me to end mind seems wrong no to mention the boys how would they cope . I understand your pain mate I really do how come you feel guilty? At least you feel her with you I can't feel anything just loss and pain
The guilt is just feelings of 'did I really do everything I could for her?'; 'did i tell her everything in my heart before she passed?' Etc. Little upsets that we had and thinking of times I got impatient with her. There are so many irrational emotions that can kick in when your loved one is dying.
I understand I felt the same still do ! I'm sure you said everything that needs t said and did everything you could do as for little arguments I feel the same I remember we were out with the kids and they wanted an icecream so we all went to the shop but mummy could not keep up so we said meet you back at the house The shop was only a 10 minute walk do you really have cared if I was 15 minutes and she got to come with us x
It's ok mate there are good people on here to talk to talking dose help I'm at the stage now we're I'm asking why my wife why was she taken from me how will I get over the fact I'm never going to see her again or sleep next to her or even wach her in the shower life is so cruel
