Hello,I am so very sorry for your loss. I lost my mum on December 19th, we buried her yesterday. My eldest son has autism and is struggling with the loss and the change as he is used to me being busy caring for his granny.

i feel lost, I miss her so much and people wishing me merry Christmas and now happy new year quite honestly I would like to slap them, I can't imagine a happy anything right now!

however I know from losing my Dad a few years ago it does get easier and I just have to ride the emotional rollercoaster until slowly I can start to see the fun in things again. I am lucky to have a wonderful husband who is so supportive and also a great best friend who always has time for me.

i feel your heart break and I wish you and your family comfort and peace xx

Thankyou so much ! I have found going for walks with my eldest son who has autism helps otherwise I sit at home going over and over and feel like I can't breathe I know it's only been 24 hours since she passed .my son has really suprised me he said nannie has made him a strong person he's full of positive thinking and helps me .very difficult if I have time to think .your post helps . ️

Thankyou so much ! I have found going for walks with my eldest son who has autism helps otherwise I sit at home going over and over and feel like I can't breathe I know it's only been 24 hours since she passed .my son has really suprised me he said nannie has made him a strong person he's full of positive thinking and helps me .very difficult if I have time to think .your post helps . ️