I became a widow in February 2015 after losing my husband at the age of 56 to throat cancer, it doesn't seem to be getting any easier. I still really struggle, and can't imagine ever feeling any better.
Evening Gtp, thank you for taking the time to reply to my post. I'm lucky not to be on my own Christmas Day, I will be going to my nephew's as I'm in his bubble. The reason being, I have no children or parents. 9 weeks before we were meant to get married my late husband was diagnosed with testicular cancer, it had spread and very poorly. He managed to pull through, but this prevented us being able to have children. I know this made us much closer, and we did everything together. If it wasn't for my nephew and his family I really don't know how I would have got this far. But I don't like to keep pouring my heart out to them, they have a young family and have enough to do without keep listening to me go on. I'm a carer in the community and I love it, but it's when I get home.
Evening Gtp, thank you for taking the time to reply to my post. I'm lucky not to be on my own Christmas Day, I will be going to my nephew's as I'm in his bubble. The reason being, I have no children or parents. 9 weeks before we were meant to get married my late husband was diagnosed with testicular cancer, it had spread and very poorly. He managed to pull through, but this prevented us being able to have children. I know this made us much closer, and we did everything together. If it wasn't for my nephew and his family I really don't know how I would have got this far. But I don't like to keep pouring my heart out to them, they have a young family and have enough to do without keep listening to me go on. I'm a carer in the community and I love it, but it's when I get home.
