This year has been horrible for many reasons excluding the pandemic. My step father died from lung cancer in January and now I've just found out that my dad has colon cancer and he refuses to have any treatment for it. He doesnt want to spend his life in hospital and would prefer to live life as normal. I disagree but I have to respect his decision. However, because I dont live with him and only see him sparodically, its complicated. And as bad as this sounds, I dont think I can face this. I know this is not about me but I cant help but wonder WHY? WHY HIM? WHY NOW? I dont know how to have any more strength, I'm numb. Any advice would be appreciated
