I lost my dad to AML, acute myeloid leukaemia in June 2020.
He died after a short battle we didn't know how ill he was and neither did he, he went in with a chest infection,he was diagnosed and died 10 days later on my sons birthday. My mum was with him.
They were together for 59 years. He got the diagnosis on their 57th wedding anniversary.
I cannot believe that he has gone, it's just like he has gone to the shops or I just haven't seen him for a bit.
my mum is the same, she doesn't want to believe he is actually gone, but knows that he has, and is getting on with things. my brother and sisters are grieving for him differently to mum and me, and I feel bad that I'm not crying and grieving as they are.
I have so many lovely memories of our family life, and feel incredibly sad for my mum , they had a 10 year plan to travel around Europe and now he is gone.
I loved my dad, but I'm worried that I don't feel sad enough, what is wrong with me ?
