I lost my dad in October to lung cancer that had spread to the brain he had brain surgery but was left paralysed on his left hand side so ended up with a lot of post surgery swelling and water retention so he was pretty much immobile and he lung cancer continued to grow and he couldn't have any other treatment after 7 weeks we where told nothing els could be done and he was to move to a hospice but that weekend he went down hill fast and sadly passed away he was my rock my best friend my absolute world and I'm struggling so much to accept it and I still cry everyday and I miss him so much