It's the morning after my Mum's funeral, and I have this overwhelming feeling of sadness, thinking everything over and over. 

I posted about my Mums battle with secondary breast cancer, 18 years since her very first diagnosis - www.cancerresearchuk.org/.../my-mum-has-been-diagnosed-with-secondary-breast-cancer

Sadly she deteriorated at the beginning of October, and we held a lovely service for her yesterday with her closest friends and family members. 

I'm feeling so lost and hurt, I know that it's the most painful thing for anyone at any age, but I can't help going over the feeling in my head that I'm far too young to lose my mum in my early 30s. I have comfort knowing my Mum achieved everything she ever wanted and being a grandmother to my older siblings children, though I struggling to come to terms with the milestone to come that I experience without her with me, and the overwhelming feeling of missing her daily. 

Any advice, or similar stories to share would be a major help for me to cope.