It's been 6 weeks now since my wife passed away aged 54 of stage4 bowel cancer that spread aggressively was only 7 weeks from diagnosis to death
I'm starting to find it hard as each day passes keep thinking about her and looking for her can anyone tell me when will this get any easier as at this moment in time I feel I died with her I keep breaking down over small things that reminds me of her we only had 20 years together and planed for many more now our youngest is 16 but all that's been stolen from us by cancer I do all the things she would do each day keeping myself busy with cleaning etc but when I stop my mind just goes straight to thoughts of my wife I reach out in vain and find my self whispering her name
I truly don't know how I got through these past 6 weeks
