helo sory for your loss , my dad passed away febuary from the *** cancer my dad had everthink taken from him his speach his eating his walking his life .me and my mum cared for my dad in hospital it took 5 weeks my dad had it in the throat  then the liver and was told it was terminal my dad was sooooo brave he said oh wel ive had my life im 84 .i could not take it in i had and have guilt i wanted my dad home where his last wish was but couldt too ill .i miss my day day  and nite my life feels like a shell and im cracking my tears are like oceans i cant stop im shutting friends my mum and  family out i want to run run run .i do no how u feel my dad was and is my hero and i miss dad