Hello Gtp

I just wanted to pop on a reply to say thank you for posting this.

Grief is one of the hardest emotions I think any of us will ever experience. I also think that the recent situation of Covid19 lockdown has made the journey through grief so much harder for many, many people. Lockdown has prevented us from being with friends and family; from finding news ways to grow our lives around the grief and I think that many of the members here who have been in your situation will understand the thoughts and feelings that you've described. 

Keep being kind to yourself Gtp. Continue to talk to others or post here to chat with those who have been through the loss of a loved one. 

Sending my best wishes, 
Jenn
Cancer Chat moderator