I lost my mum on Thursday due to secondary breast cancer.

After 7 different types of chemo & a prognosis of up to 10 years, Triple Negative Breast Cancer won. I know she gave it her all to see me marry my husband only 2 weeks ago. I'm an only child so this was super important to me that we pulled our wedding forward just with our closest family - I've never seen her so proud.

She was my best friend in the whole world & I don't know how I'm going to cope. I moved out nearly 4 years ago but easily spoke on the phone 7/8 times a day, and seen her at least 4 times a week.
I think the hardest part will be not being able to call her with any thought that springs to mind, or calling her on my way to work. 
Since her diagnosis 2 1/2 years ago, she kept me going although she was the one suffering. She fought so hard to beat this horrible disease. 
I'm trying to keep it together to help my dad through the loss of his wife of 31 years, but I'm struggling. How do I get through this? Do I get through it or do I just learn to live? 
I want to make her proud & be the woman she always brought me up to be.
Mum taught me everything in life, she made sure I was set up to succeed & I'll be forever grateful of this.

I'll love her forever & make sure her memory lives on